Lost And Found!

For All those who once loved and lost themselves. It's high time you found yourselves back!!!
Yes! I dedicate this post for you. :)
It's really annoying to see you people listening to those so called DARD-BHARE-GEET. Which adds nothing but more sorrows to your woes.
Ask me, how i regret not publishing the post "Jaane kyun log pyaar karte hain".
It's okay, everybody falls in love, everybody has to deal with this break-up thing. But only few come out shining bright.
So you broke up, Now what do you do? Cry over it sitting in the corner of the room? No! You have to let it go! How do you do that? Binge spree!? Shopping spree!? No! These won't help you in anyway.

Here's it how you do it,

• Take a big box, label it "JUNK". This is the place where all your memories have to go.
• Leave everything that relates him. Every memory that is linked with him.
• Cut your photographs, where you are smiling like perfect idiots in love :P. Keep your photo, throw his part of the photo in JUNK.
• His Gifts, everything given by him should go to JUNK.

I know this must be sounding kiddish but who wants you to act mature? You have a great life ahead awaiting you, age gracefully. Let not anyone take away your innocence. 

• If He used to come down at your place, change the design of the room, furniture, etc.., everything.
• Stop Using that perfume which reminds you of him.

The actual problem in Love is that you start loving someone more than yourself and have forgotten yourself along the way, So the key point lies in Loving yourself. LOVE THYSELF! LOVE THYSELF! LOVE THYSELF!
Why cry for a thing that's just another creation of GOD, for it not loving you? GOD loves YOU! Appreciate that! He surely has created someone for you. Have patience, wait for him(aah! sounds like some fairy tale. Doesn't it?). But for now Let Bygones Be Bygones.

• Remember the time when he wasn't around in your life? Great! Keep Cerebrating and Celebrating those moments.

Aaah! Celebrate. Time to celebrate your singledom. Call all your friends over a pyjama party, most probably the list should include your school friends, as they remind you of the best times. And if your story ignited in school days, then call grads school friends.

• Delete all those songs which remind you of him or the moments you spent together. 
• DIVERT your mind, the moment his thought comes over. Ask your friends not to mention about him, if they continue, avoid them for this period.
• Being Busy, surely helps. 

Remember the lame excuse he used to give saying he's busy? No person on earth can be so busy that his schedule doesn't involve YOU in his daily routine, well! you understand your importance in his life? That's exactly what you have to do, GET BUSY!
Kindle your long forgotten passions, There you are BACK WITH A BANG!!!

You do this for three consecutive months and he is out of your life for sure. Ofcourse, its your sincere effort that matters. 
This doesn't include the therapy which few girls follow by getting started with another relationship, cause of the habit or addiction towards him. I seriously don't think this helps anyway, but put you in another trap[another relationship, another guy, same old story]
Remember! If you are cheating here, you are cheating yourself there by hurting yourself in the end. After all, God helps only those who know to help themselves.So, be honest! :)



P.S:- Sorry Guys! A post for you too is coming right away. 

A Life Of Purpose!

By this time everyone must have discovered what lies in them, what they are capable of and how they make use of it.For the time has come to take decision and choose a path they want to tread on. Every second person i meet asks me, 'what are your plans?what do you want to do?' The smiling face turns straight! :| and sometimes it also turned a li'l crooked towards left(out of habit! :/) I Don't know what am i going to do, I don't know what am capable of? capable-of-taking-hits, yes i'm capable of that atleast! but does that give me the capacity to do anything?
Despite attaining the age of majors, I'm still not sure of my abilities. What a Retard I am! Jerk!!
 My interest in math and physics urged me to take up engineering, this was decided when i was in my eighth standard. Worked towards it, and finally managed to get into some not-so-good-not-so-bad college. 
Another part of my story, that needs a mention...here i start...
The environment always had a great influence on me. At NJC, the lecturers fast paced teaching and thriving force kept me going. Though, the competition was tough there, i always somehow used to pull-off and stand in the first list, never let myself drop to second. But here at my Engg. college, the days were horrible, the lecturers lacked communication skills, when communication is spoken of, even NJC wasn't that good though, I had to learn telugu to understand what was being taught there, but there was knowledge in abundance. Engg lacked not just knowledge, also the students were never encouraged. No! I'm not complaining. I'm trying to explain the scenario which had had a large influence on me and is responsible for what i have turned today. 
Your Ideas are never appreciated, you ask a doubt and you lose out on marks in the internals(lecturers think,you are trying to ridicule them by judging their knowledge), Days went by and classes interested me the least. When exams were on our heads, we would buy an  ALL-IN_ONE, mug up and pass. Aah! How can i miss out on JNTU-Correction, the paper which you'd write the worst you'l get highest, and for the paper you wrote your best you pass with border-marks(developed term :P). Almost all of my friends had backlogs, except a very few, luckily i never had(Thank god! He does answer your prayers ;) ) Jaise-taise we cleared all our semesters. It was time we planned our future. Everyone had great plans, when i met them in first year, but one by one i could see most of them giving up on their dreams. Yes, Luck has got a very big role to play in your life. Ofcourse, luck doesn't promise Happiness, but it does give good future. "luck never made a mad man wise"-I had always believed in that. Without luck you for sure become WISE but never Successful. It's 'Kismet', that decides where your place is. But we can't be waiting for miracles to happen. can we? We gotta be prepared. For that you plan, and not necessarily all your plans work. Whenever i was asked "What are your plans?" my answer had always been, "I wanna be successful, I'm planning, let's see if things work out, But sure-fire I won't settle down as some mediocre" 
 A whirlwind messes up everything and all your plans go in vain, okay let me not start off my Dukh-Bhari-dastaan here. You start planning again from the scratch, zero-point, but plan what? you can't go around giving effects to your passions or interests, luck doesn't favor you there. A big cloud of confusion is all that hovers over your head.
There are many roads to the path we choose,
do we accept it,or refuse.
Sometimes we might not even know, the path we're on,
and maybe never realize, it had turned out wrong.
And now when am asked, what are you gonna do? it annoys me like anything. Urging friends and others to chase their dreams, yeah that's what i'm upto these days. Encouraging 'em, boosting their self-confidence when they are low. But what am i going to do with my future? __________ 


Not 1 subject in engg i like, to master it. Then i go back and think what have i achieved in life till date? What's the purpose of my life?Without purpose life has no meaning, there lies the true joy. You think and think and think....the purpose that shots your head with a tear in your eyes, that is when you know "The Purpose Of Life Is A Life Of Purpose"  Everyone makes a good career and its easy too(to some extent), but where does the pursuit of your happiness lie? Follow your heart and make a difference.
Only Once you live, make the most of it.
I've learned that when you cannot full-fill your own dreams, you live other's.  Though you make few compromises but when you love what you're doing, there's no question of disappointment.

My New Hair-Cut!

"Okay now write down the Questions".

Opening a fresh new page i started noting. 

"Excuse me ma'm we have an announcement to be made. [How I love this moment =D ] You have a party here at college tomorrow, don't miss it!" Wohoo!!! All started hooting.That was some so-called farewell party, how sad! we don't have convocation :( . Some how the idea of attending the party didn't interest me. But my friends managed to convince me and i said yes! Tried experimenting with my hair this time, Asked for a over-all feather hair-cut at the parlour. 

"Length?" [was not in one of my good moods :( ] 

"Anything that suits" 

She continued....and curled my hair too... 

"Don't you think the length is too short?"

"that's because of the curls"

 "uh-ok"

I was pleased with the way my hair-do turned out. Was looking good[Ugh! Yeah good :D ]  The Party was so-kinda-okay, I wasn't among the Organizers :P Or it would have Rocked liked the previous time ;).lol! A girl comes over and tells me, "the dress code is saree, and why aren't you wearing it? Westerns are not allowed"

"So?" i said that raising one eyebrow.

Baffled, she repeats her sentence. I thought why be rude.

"sorry! i wasn't told anything as such" 

She repeats again...her saga

"Look! I don't know what your saying, I wasn't informed"

"oh-okay" Babes You are just jealous.[yes! all the voices in my head would be italicized here after :P ] I could see her face burning.lol! She goes off. Thank god that's over.

Party went on...dance-wance...bla bla...

Sabi said something to me, that she really shouldn't have. she did. And i started off like a cry baby. [Narf! Why do i get hurt so easily? May be some mental-dysfunction] I go home, open my curls, comb 'em.

To My SHOCK!!!!  My Hair length showed HALF of What is was before :'(

I turn around, check through every angle..Darn!! My Hair Is Gone! :( My Hair Is Gone! :( I was running around mommy....mommyy..my hairr..."Apply oil" Gosh! How i hate applying oil :@

Though I looked My Best On The D-day,My New Hair-cut sucks Big time. :/

Me No Liking It. :( My Hairrrr!!! :'(

Yo IPL!!!

Was happy to see Samir back again hosting the IPL, there's something worth watching besides matches :P ,I used to watch him on Love bytes :P
Okay now enough of Samir. 
Camera switches to siddhu, Aaarrgh!!! Navjot Singh Siddhu :@ Why does he talk so much, No talk let me correct there, Blabber! His wife doesn't  give him a chance i believe :P I wonder if he goes to the commode and fill his mouth with shit before leaving from home :P
This post is surely gonna prove how wicked i can get at times.
Then Lalit modi was given a chance to speak, i don't know if you have noticed, his tongue comes between his teeth when he uses words having 'S' in them :P . He says" we have Deepika padukone performing here tonight" For whom is she gonna perform? Dhoni? or Yuvraaj Singh? 
I was happily enjoying the comments given out by the voices in my head....
Light goes off! Bam!!
Lights were doing the disco, leaving me almost blind and claustrophobic.
Click! Click!
Power is Back! EEeeEE!!!
Sheeks! I missed Adam Gilchrist's Entry :( then Sachin was called, the audiences started off, Aala re Aala Sachin Aala! Sachiin!/clap/ Sachin!/Clap!Clap!Clap!/ :/
With change in captains for other teams. I see that Deccan Chargers have a fair chance to WIN!!!
The glow stick and laser performances were splendid!
45 Days full of Entertainment.No doubt about that!

Where is Ayesha's Mother?

Over two years and still without justice. Though Ayesha's parents repeatedly questioned over the way the investigation was being carried out, neither a police official made an attempt to clarify them, nor the ones(Higher Officials) who had power did what they ought to.
2009'Elections. I remember, mum asked me, "decided whom you are going to vote?(that was the first time i got a chance to vote[my right to vote]) to which I replied "I'm not going to vote Congress, i still remember Ayesha!"
Flash Back!
Dec'28 2007
I switch on the TV, Sensational news all over the channels, TV9, maaTV, DD Sapthagiri had news flashing over its screen Ayesha raped & murdered in red bold letters.
Ayesha, aged 19, a b.pharmacy student who returned to hostel [Ibrahimpatnam] from Vijayawada(native place) after bakrid holidays, was raped & murdered brutally. write ups on the body and also a love letter was found on the crime spot. A lovelorn had raped and murdered her for not being submissive. Police investigators made insincere efforts and attempted to prove innocents guilty. All the evidences showed clearly that the ruthless man behind the gruesome murder was muncipal admin minister Koneru rangarao's grand son Satish. The evidences were wiped out and Satyam babu was arrested, where as the underlying truth is that he was arrested in a cell-phone theft. The scapegoat suffered psychological illness, evidences were created and a confession was extracted out of him after torture only to shield influential people.

While Ayesha's mother was weeping over her daughter's body, police had taken her signatures on blank paper and later wrote a complaint on their own.


Her mother pleading for justice for her child.


The dark circles grew purpler by each day, as i saw her in news. How can this happen in a state where lives Renuka chowdary ex. women and child development minister of India. 

Students got down on streets, demanding justice "Ayesha meera, daruni hathya Khandinchandi" which means "Hang the culprits of Ayesha's murder".
The Case was misled to divert the medias attention.
It's more than 2 years and the trial is still going on, innocents are tortured and the real murderer wanders free. All done for political benifits.Was immensly disappointed with Congress' feat.


Where is Ayesha's mother? What happened to her?What about the real culprit? Will he ever be caught?Will there be justice?Will there be an end to this struggle to get the perpetrator arrested?Is it morally correct to encourage such felons by letting them free?
One of my future documentaries would surely cover Ayesha's murder trial[If only i got time/sighs/ ]
May the girl's soul rest in peace!

Namz Changing Her DP...Finally!!!!!

Transformation is good! ;)


Surprisingly, this is my first post on this new blog(Forget older one :D ), Me, a self-centered person is writing about nameera :P
Can call it a dedication ;) :P

I enter home after a hectic day schedule carrying project work load. Tiresome! My sisso[Dee Dee Devil! I call her :D, That's what her name stored in my phone too.lol!] tells me "Nameera changed her DP" 

what?

"See for yourself"

Shocked for a moment then grinned to myself :D

Yes! She finally changed her DP and I added her on orkut. Guess'd it?! Yeah! That was the deal.
I love her! For she kept my word and didn't disappoint me.
I still wonder how can someone keep a DP like this [Before in Pic]
Such things look apt for only politicians, though she aspires to become one, someday, but this is insanity leading to obsession. She would never listen to me.
Did what not? to get her DP changed
" 'Namz DP change kar' Aandolan", dragged in all our common friends to have their DP changed to Namz's, so that she could get sick of it and change. 

It was Anukul's (A not so cool) Idea:P....didn't work :( Thick skinned buffalo still didn't change.

Then all of a sudden, [don't know what got into her mind] she finally changes the DP after  four months. Feels Good :)

And now I can proudly say that My Plan Worked!! Woppieee!!!